Falling For Fallout?

I have kept this free of plot spoilers so you’re safe to read on even if you haven’t played Fallout 3 or New Vegas.

I have never played a proper RPG before, unless you can count Borderlands or the Fable franchise, which I know the majority of people reading this won’t. It’s not that I’ve gone out of my way to avoid them, I simply know they’re ‘not my thing’ so they pass me by. I like action, having to do stuff almost constantly and rarely give two hoots about any storyline or plot. I started playing Mass Effect, but got bored during the dialogue scenes, and when I saw Fallout 3 being played it looked like the dullest thing to have graced a console. Imagine my confusion then when the release of Fallout: New Vegas stoked my interest.

At first I put it down to infectious excitement from friends, but I felt nothing when Mass Effect 2 was released and others were going crazy over it. The urge to purchase the game grew and, despite numerous people warning me not to and agreeing it’s not my kind of game, I picked it up on launch day. Loading it up, I didn’t know what to expect. I don’t read game manuals and rely on in-game tutorials, so everything was new to me. Aside from hearing the words ‘Pip-Boy’, ‘Nuka-Cola’ and ‘Deathclaws’ bandied about by gamers, I knew nothing, and I bumbled my way through the introductory quests as the doctor and townsfolk tried to guide me through the basics.

Realising I could pick items up to take with me, I soon looted the entire contents of the poor doctor’s home. At one point I must have had about twenty completely useless ‘small burnt books’ on me. This form of panic-grabbing stayed with me for the first couple of hours as I explored the area. I kept a tight hold of any Abraxo cleaner I found, thinking at some point somebody will want me to use it to make a bomb and my excitement level at finding a medical clipboard was naively high. “This is definitely important! This must contain a character’s medical notes and be part of a future quest” I thought, as I smugly put it in my inventory. Anytime I came across a radio I would activate then deactivate it assuming it might be part of a hidden mission or achievement. I never did look into why I could turn these fairly useless radios on and off, but even in the final hours of playing I was still activating them.

I struggled with the combat side of things for quite a while and was regularly fleeing from feral ghouls or a lone Radscorpion. It was only in my panicked state one time that I hit a random button and ended up in VATS mode. It truly was a lightbulb moment. Where I was trying to empty dozens of bullets into a creature while running away, suddenly I could freeze time and BOOM, headshot. I’m sure this must have been covered in the tutorial somewhere and I’d missed it, or perhaps it’s simply karma for me being a moron and not reading the manual. Either way, that and Veronica – my arse-kicking first companion – made my travels across the Mojave much easier.

Slowly, I found myself starting to care about some of the characters I met. I ditched Veronica for Cass as I felt bad for her, stuck drinking all alone everyday. She’d be running in and picking off enemies before I even saw them and that’s always a good way of winning my affections. I also loved Lily the mutant and felt genuine concern over her storyline; I hoped none of the choices I was making would be detrimental to her already… ‘fragile’ state. Local gang The Kings were also a highlight. Maybe for the humour involved with such a group or because they reminded me a little of the Elvis impersonators in Grand Theft Auto 2. Either way it’s fueling my new imaginary campaign to get a bunch of Elvis-a-likes into all games, let’s make it the new ‘zombies’! However, one character I never warmed to was the friendly cowboy robot. He creeped me out and even at the very start of the game I didn’t trust him one iota.

As the hours I was pouring into the game quickly melted away I found myself getting more and more into it. Instead of turning on the Xbox and spamming friends to come and play Halo with me, I was burying myself in Fallout: New Vegas. Most things came to me quickly, I realised the error of my ways regarding clipboards and I sold my collection of burnt books. I focused on levelling up in lockpick, speech and science, which I found most enjoyable. Once I figured out how hacking a computer terminal worked I couldn’t get enough and I found speech to be one of the most useful skills when progressing through the storyline dialogue options. For once in a game I wasn’t focused on simply shooting the crap out of things and other acts of sadistic violence; I preferred the satisfaction gained from sneaking through a previously locked door or diffusing a tricky situation using words alone. I was in love with the game. What made it such a joy to play was the open world nature. I could roam virtually anywhere and discover little shacks or caves that could have been so easy to miss. Most hours were spent ignoring the main story and, instead, wandering away from the roads and investigating a lone farm to piece together what happened there, thanks to notes scattered about or a grave in the back yard. As I neared the end I could use my skills to enter buildings that were full of raiders or booby-trapped with turrets and be rewarded at the end with a fantastic weapon.

Of course, New Vegas wasn’t perfect. A lot was said at the time about glitches and I did experience a few, although thankfully nothing that ruined my enjoyment – no corrupted saves. I lost a couple of hours gameplay when I got stuck in a tree, and twice I ended up inside a boulder during my attempts to climb in a rocky area. While exploring one building Rex got rather attached to a pump room and wouldn’t come out and, at the same time, Cass was stuck running into a wall. I took a step back and surveyed the sight. That was my team right there. My buds who I relied on to see me through difficult times. What a moronic threesome we must have seemed to any passing Legion or NCR. Aside from that, any quibbles were minor. I found it hard to reach the Boomers thanks to their explosives bringing instant death, but eventually I fluked it and Cazadores can go f&%k themselves, by far my least favourite beasties to run into in the desert. Finally, I made the mistake at the beginning of being a woman. I’ll usually choose to play as a female in games I can customise, but it just seemed wrong and I kept forgetting I was a lady until something was said regarding my sex or the camera pulled back during a shot in VATs. In my gut I felt I should have been a man. To make it worse I’d given her some shocking-pink hair, which was probably what attracted all the damn Cazadores in the bloody first place.

At forty hours in I felt I was pretty much done. My enthusiasm for the story was waning, not that I was fully following it anyway as I felt the narrative suddenly moved at a faster pace once you actually arrived in New Vegas. The various casino gangs didn’t interest me and the back and forth for the related quests weren’t quite as fun and it felt repetitive. I could have done more with the Boomers and the Brotherhood of Steel had missions for me, but they seemed like a bunch of knobs to be honest, so I wanted little to do with them. It was at this point I discovered I could unlock the Explorer perk which revealed all locations on the map. Sweet heaven! Almost another twenty hours was poured into exploring the dozens of places I hadn’t even known were there.

It was also at this point I had my final “duh” moment as I’d twigged what the tiny filled and blank triangles on the compass were for. It might have made finding places a little easier in the beginning! The ending itself was a slight disappointment as I must have made a choice earlier on that had affected the course of the outcome. I had wanted to side more with the NCR out of continued loyalty, but I wasn’t given that option. I experienced a pang of sadness as the conclusion played out. It felt like the end of The Wizard of Oz. I wanted to hug brave Cass goodbye, crouch down and pet my tin man Rex one last time and bid farewell to The Kings with a tear rolling down my cheek, before clicking my heels together and being whisked away from this apocalyptic desert I’d called home for so long.

Am I glad I gave into my urge to buy Fallout New Vegas? Of course, without a shadow of doubt. For £39 I took a risk which paid off and broadened my gaming horizons. I can now list New Vegas among my favourite game experiences. As I write these words I’ve commenced backtracking and am five hours into Fallout 3 which feels like a very cold and grey world compared to New Vegas. I start Fallout 3 as a veteran this time and not the guileless, child-like newbie who took her first tentative steps in Goodsprings. I know what to expect and how things work. Already it means some of the magic is gone and this may make me one of the few to favour New Vegas over Fallout 3 but I look forward to pouring more hours into this barren world and seeing what’s out there to be discovered.

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  1. Edward Edward says:

    Brilliant article, Kat. I’m not sure what it was about Fallout 3, but I never truly loved it no matter how much time I spent or no matter what the DLC. As for New Vegas, I relished the chance to play it, waited ages, finally got it… then played it on and off for a week or so before playing something else. I keep meaning to go back to it, and hopefully this’ll be the nudge that does it :)

  2. Chris Toffer says:

    I love articles like this. A personal insight into how someone appreciated a game. Top article mate!

  3. Jo Jo says:

    Fantastic read. You’ve definitely encouraged me to give more challenging games a chance :)

  4. Knikitta says:

    Fabbytastic article Kat! It’s always nice to get a different perspective on a particular game and you have embraced the RPG world with gusto!

    Though I am not sure you needed quite that many ‘small burnt books’.

  5. PedanticJase says:

    Aww a kindred spirt :D Fallout NV was great I’d recommend the first two DLCs aswell as they’re quite good

  6. dazzadavie says:

    Great read and something I can relate too. Never been a fan of RPG’s they just don’t interest me. That was until view announced Fallout 3 and I remembered the first Fallout which I loved.
    Fallout 3 was fantastic and I have Fallout:NV sat in my to play list, reading this has just made it jump up a few places.

  7. Mark mark_s says:

    Fallout is shit. This article was better :P

  8. Stu Stu says:

    New Vegas is always great fun to go back to, much to the chagrin of many Fallout fans I preferred it to Fallout 3. It’s definitely one of my own personal stand-out games of this console generation. After gushing about it whenever I get the chance, it’s nice to read about someone else’s positive experience too.

  9. Samuel Samuel says:

    One of us! One of us!

    I recently started replaying Fallout 3. I was booted out of New Vegas rather harshly by a corrupted save game, and rage quit altogether because I’d been playing for a week by that point. Plus I rather like the greyness of the previous game, and the brown red desert didn’t quite feel right.

    Having said that, I’m fully aware that I’ll restart New Vegas again when all the DLC is out and patched and I see it in a Live deal of the week or something, and probably wind up forgetting why I stopped playing in the first place.

  10. SimonJK says:

    Fallout?? I have vaguely heard of that series……okay, I’m pulling your leg! I clocked over 1000 hours on Fallout 3 and my 360voice blog says I’ve play New Vegas of 93 days, yep achvmts are up to date and I’m still playing it. Personally I think the attraction of New Vegas increased over number 3 due to you being able to also play it as an FPS.

    I reckon I have sunk so many hours into it due to the size of the ‘gaming world’ it is placed in and that fact you can just simply play around with the game and actually not have to follow and linear route or even do anything constructive at all, so for the gamer who simply plays for playing sake it’s a godsend.

    As for glitches and the like, I say the same as I’ve always done with most of the Bethsoft stuff. When you present the gamer with a huge world as they have in Elder Scrolls and Fallout there is bound to be slight flaws so get over it and concentrate on the other 99% salty goodness.
    I also own the first 3 Fallout for the PC (1+2 and Tactics) and when i get a better PC i will probbiyl buy 3 and New Vegas to download all those free mods and add-on adventures you can find online for the PC. (Rasp! to MS!)

  11. Matt says:

    You really should skip Fallout 3. You won’t feel shit for companions or anybody in the game, because it’s so poor written. NV is way better, and more connected to the first 2 game. You should try those. A higher level of gaming experience. And don’t be afraid of the “dated graphic” or the “real RPG style.”You will get it eventually. Those games are still one of the most fun games in history. Great story, good action, great dark humor, memorable charachters and places(I can’t remember any good charachter from Fallout 3 none of them were original, or deep. )
    I don’t say Fallout 3 is a bad game, I enjoyed playing it, but I can hardly call it Fallout.

  12. namad says:

    this is ridiculous. are gamers so dumb now they can’t understand basic gameplay concepts? does no one pay attention to instructions on how to play anymore? I think some people probably don’t deserve to get to play RPG’s

  13. Mark R MarkuzR says:

    I hardly think that picking up items on the assumption that they MAY be used further down the line, especially in an RPG where scavenging is the key to survival, constitutes an inability to understand how the RPG works. The writer did actually say that they’re not aux fait with the RPG genre and it’s also important to note that, just because someone has a different approach to gaming from you, it shouldn’t prevent them from playing that game. That would be like you being asked not to comment on sites until you “pay attention to instructions on how to” capitalise at the start of sentences and use apostrophes properly, but we welcome comments from everyone just as you should welcome everyone into your chosen gaming genre. Berating someone for taking a different approach is, in itself, “dumb”. As far as not knowing of the existence of VATS mode is concerned… I can’t remember if that was in the tutorial or just the manual, but I make a point of never reading a game manual as I prefer to assume that the game will allow me to follow my instincts and the manual is there purely for clarification on certain points.

  14. SimonJK says:

    Is namad’s comment actually aimed at anyone in particular or is IT just an infamous troll that I keep hearing about?

    Personally I’m glad Kat gave some fresh eyes to a genre that is usually love/hate or “My FPS is Better that your RPG” when it comes to reviews. Anyone’s first steps into the RPG’s world, when they are used to playing regular straight pathed, non-open world games that can probibly be completed within a week or so, are usually daughting as they are not used to the optional possibilites, freedom and general speed of the games. Even myself, to be honest, I take very tenative steps into any game eventhough I’ve been playing CRPGs since the likes of Bards Tales 3 and Eye of the Beholder.

  15. Rook says:

    I liked this. Good for you Kat for discovering a new style of game to emerge yourself in.

  16. Tel Prydain says:

    Did a double take at the name – pretty close to my blog.

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