Markuz: That's fine if you don't want other people to listen to it. I can see where you're coming from. My friend Will does the same thing. He's been messing about with music software for years, and he's now getting really good with it (You can certainly tell he progresses as he goes on, some of the early stuff was simplistic but enjoyable, or a bit wank), to the point some of the stuff he's made since the beginning of the year is stuff that I'm falling in love with (Once he got out of his "Let's make drum and bass and dubstep tracks!" phase he was in for a couple months). But he doesn't really give it to many people. He has a couple tracks up on youtube, and that's it. I have all of his music from where he's sent me it, and I now have more of his own music than he does. We're the only two people who have most of his songs, and I don't even know why. He listens to his own stuff more than anyone elses, at first I thought it was him being a bit self indulgent, but then he's gone back and redone some as well, but there's still no audience apart from me and him. He wants more people to listen to it, but he just doesn't really do much about it. I guess he has the same thing as you do, in that he makes it more for himself.
Edit: I'm gonna chuck this in here, but I went back and listened to that song you sent me ages ago (The file name is something like cfh_allvox_keys) and it's fantastic. Just so you know what I thought of it, because I remember I never told you what I thought and now I feel bad for not saying before, but: Markuz! Fuck yeah!