Jo gave me the idea for the thread title, indirectly.
It's been long enough that I thought it might be appropriate to post something here. Though really I don't know what to say. Or whether I should be saying anything.
So, hi.
Hi.
Jo gave me the idea for the thread title, indirectly.
It's been long enough that I thought it might be appropriate to post something here. Though really I don't know what to say. Or whether I should be saying anything.
So, hi.
Hey Sam, how you doing?
Hay Preach
Last edited by Toffer; 23-02-2012 at 00:22.
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Do or do not. There is no try.
- Yer maw
Why are people blaming me for stuff lately. This is like the third time this week!
Hey again Preach. How's tricks?
Oh HAI there.
Welcome back.
Well hello there.
For he did not know / That beyond the lake he called home / Lies a deeper, darker ocean green / Where waves are both wilder / And more serene / To its ports I've been / To its ports I've been.
I will admit, I'm not sure if my being here is a good idea. So I was hoping to try and gauge the reaction, though, with no small degree of cowardice I did so when I saw nobody was around on the forum at the time. A lot has changed since I've been away, I see. People I didn't expect to have vanished, which I genuinely didn't know anything about until last night. It feels odd. And on top of that, I didn't leave things with very much dignity when I myself vanished.
I'd like to try and make a place for myself here in the community again, if I can. I know with some of the people who are still here I will likely never achieve the degree of familiarity I had previously. If feeling is overwhelmingly that I am not welcome, then I shall leave again. But I do still have very fond memories of this place and of many of you, because when things were good they were damned good.
A lot has been going on with me lately. I won't get into it here. But it has forced me to reconsider a lot of things, especially my world view and my own behaviour over the last few years. I've not been particularly stable, mentally or emotionally, and that undermined things when I allowed myself to act like a wanker rather than deal with my issues properly. I apologise for that. I know I have said words to similar effect in the past, but I wish to be sincere.
I guess this is a long-winded way of asking for another chance, at least in terms of just being here and knowing people. I'm not completely reformed and I will slip, but I think it's worth trying, and things are slowly changing. I have no idea what may happen in the future, but I do know I will regret it if I continue to run away from my mistakes, and that was what was going on when I disappeared last year.
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